It was his bday and had our celebration yesterday.. i was so happy. felt respected, loved, understood, and the most... got faith from him. Feels like it was my birthday and not his. The place was perfect., it was very romantic. We talked about lot of things..while hearing and feeling the breeze of the sea, feeling the heat from a bottle of rh stallion, tasting the sweet hugs and kisses(mint truffles), joking over those chicken lollipops, ..sitting on a huge cottage with built in speakers.. It was just he and i and no1 else. Am so happy knowing that it was his first time to celebrate his bday with his girlfriend. Never had like this moments with his x. I felt i was the most special one at that very moment. Surely i will treasure that moment, never felt the regretion though i failed to attend the unversity acquiantance..geez,am so inlove. He actually possess nothing if we'll talked about the "Ideal man" i always thought of before... but he is perfect in comes to his own way of loving me. He always let me feel that contentment and assurance that he will never give up on me, that he will never stop loving me. This is not what i had felt like we were on my Xs. I admit that i did love them(Xs) but there is something extraordinary with him that i cant explain.. thse perhaps result me to an uncondtional happiness i felt towards him.
We were waiting for a bus because he is leaving going home..It was 11pm then so it was difficult for him to find a ride. Luckily there was a bus stopped, he was supossed to ride as much as possible because he might be left, .. but he ignored those possibilites and risked on something... and that was just to kiss me. =O) He had already his three steps forward going upstairs of the bus, but he went back just to kiss me. I was shocked... many saw us, those people inside the bus, those students who are standing, the vendors.. but i really dont care what might they think and say. I was happy that time because it was his first time to give me a gudbye kiss.
The story is not yet finished. Because after he kissed me, He then take two steps for him to take the bus,.... but he suddnly held my hand and hug me so tight as if he won't leave. The feeling was very overwhelming. That hug is full of love, care, gratitude,trust, and faith. That hug is one in a million that man can give. Seems like everything he want to say is the content of that hugs and kisses he gave me.
thank you cupid.
